i miss someone right now. it's killing me softly.knowing that i can do nothing about it. i can't tell him, or show him. i just need to vent here. it feels like i'm fucking worthless. i don't know how, but i miss him. the person who hirt me the most. but missing him has a point. i realize that i still want him in my life. or maybe i still love him. i don't know. i just miss him. and it hurts knowing i can't do a single thing.
